- I have every reason to smile :). I have a good boyfriend, My friends are all cool, my life right now is just such a Teen Life..lol. Nothing really exciting happened in the past few days. Just school, home, then school, then back home. Blehh! I wish i had a job or something to do. I always do the same boring stuff. Really i take back the very first thing i said. There is a problem : My life is full of BOREDOM. The only fun i have is at school and some days that's not even all that fun. It sucks that i have nothing exciting to type.
Okay so maybe there are two problems in my life. The other one is that Dequarius and I ,. our relationship is slightly boring. I'm not saying he's boring, it just that we dont do anything. It's always the same. We see each other hug, he walk me to class, chat a little bit, hug, kiss, hug, and then he goes to class. The thing is that our kisses are so...normal!. i am so not a normal person. I WANT MORE. I know some might view this as gross or whatever but i want to do it like the french ^.^ ! That's just who i am :).
On my Facebook status i said " i smile because i know what i have and what im not about to lose..."Sadly he didn't really pay attention to it but i know he was online. But i don't know maybe he really didn't see and im just over reacting.
Also, today was basketball tryouts and of course, as manager, i was there. Those girls drink a lot of water. i mean like i refilled water bottles like atleast 20 times. Which is getting to the point im about to say. Okay so this female named jasmine was by the door so when i walked back into the gym she was liike " how long have you and Dequarius been going out?" i told her a week. Then i walked back out there a couple times then she was like " Hey Dequarius." i was like umm.... and then his brother said to jasmine, " why you keep messing with her?" i didnt view it as her messing with me because i could really careless. But what surprised me was when she said "it's funny." i know being rude isnt the answer but i really wanted to say something like " wtf is funny about you calling me my boyfriends name??" but im more civilized than that so i just continued walking, She didnt even phase me. :)
Though i have 1 follower :( i still hope for the best.
- Asiaa <3
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Monday, October 17, 2011
Untitled
- hmm where do i start? its been a couple days too. So today was a kinda happy day. Dequarius told me that he was lovin me,. which is basicly i love you. I didnt say it back because im not sure if i do yet. i mean i think i do but i'm not sure completely.And i dont want to say it and not mean it!
We spend late nights on the phone and his voice is the last voice i hear before im off to snoozing :)
HOMECOMING WAS OFF THE CHAIN!! i didnt dance with no dudes,. not even Larry,. if i couldnt dance with dequarius i was about to dance with nobody. im too faithful. why does it seem like everything i talk about always ends right back up at dequarius??
Homecoming night i spent the night at Lauren house which was fun,. Larry said i should have went with him afterwards but i was like how would i get home??? And he just looked at me like uqqhh whyy?? i know he still likes me because today on fb he was like something about a kiss. He knows i have a bf but idk if he knows it dequarius or not,. hopefully he finds out so he wont try to be sneaky.
DEQUARIUS DEQUARIUS DEQUARIUS! he is all i can think about!! I keep playing 1+1 by beyonce just for him!! Too bad im not a good sing,. i mean dont get me wrong, i can sing, just not goood enough for me to sing to him,. maybe one day. we supposed to be hanging out this weekend but idk. it seems like im missing a lot of info about my actual freshman year :/
Okay so this next paragraph finna be about nothing but FRESHMAN YEAR!!
Thursday was fun,. friday i didnt go to the football game, the halls was decked out thoo! especially senior hall,. it was like china themed and all that jazz! i think this is the best school i could ever go to :)
- Asiaa "Holiday" :)
New Picture of ME!!
We spend late nights on the phone and his voice is the last voice i hear before im off to snoozing :)
HOMECOMING WAS OFF THE CHAIN!! i didnt dance with no dudes,. not even Larry,. if i couldnt dance with dequarius i was about to dance with nobody. im too faithful. why does it seem like everything i talk about always ends right back up at dequarius??
Homecoming night i spent the night at Lauren house which was fun,. Larry said i should have went with him afterwards but i was like how would i get home??? And he just looked at me like uqqhh whyy?? i know he still likes me because today on fb he was like something about a kiss. He knows i have a bf but idk if he knows it dequarius or not,. hopefully he finds out so he wont try to be sneaky.
DEQUARIUS DEQUARIUS DEQUARIUS! he is all i can think about!! I keep playing 1+1 by beyonce just for him!! Too bad im not a good sing,. i mean dont get me wrong, i can sing, just not goood enough for me to sing to him,. maybe one day. we supposed to be hanging out this weekend but idk. it seems like im missing a lot of info about my actual freshman year :/
Okay so this next paragraph finna be about nothing but FRESHMAN YEAR!!
Thursday was fun,. friday i didnt go to the football game, the halls was decked out thoo! especially senior hall,. it was like china themed and all that jazz! i think this is the best school i could ever go to :)
- Asiaa "Holiday" :)
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
The sun shall shine!!
- OMG okaay so i am now going out with dequarius :) finally!! 10.11.2k11 <3
last night i was like" what are we? are we together or what?" he said " yess"
i was like YESSSSS! ndd i swear hallelujah music should have been playing lol. i kissed him and he got some soft lips :) i hope we last because we are a good couple.
Schools good, everything is good, i just had to post about thiss. homecoming is coming!! AYEE friday is the game and saturday is the dance. sadly dequarius not going :(
- Asiaa <3
last night i was like" what are we? are we together or what?" he said " yess"
i was like YESSSSS! ndd i swear hallelujah music should have been playing lol. i kissed him and he got some soft lips :) i hope we last because we are a good couple.
Schools good, everything is good, i just had to post about thiss. homecoming is coming!! AYEE friday is the game and saturday is the dance. sadly dequarius not going :(
- Asiaa <3
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Teen Tragedy; how much worse can it get?
- Homecoming is this coming up Saturday and i still haven't bought a ticket and i need to take my dress back for a different size and im going solo. I really could careless about having a date but the fact that i don't have money!! im soo scared i am not going to be able to go and this is my freshman year! Im so sad and scared. i like being scared but no this type of scared. Actually to better describe it would be stressed. Why is high school so stressed? Like im so confused.
Me and Dequarius have been talking a lot lately. We stayed on the phone for a long time the past two nights. Last night i don't even know if i hung up or just fell asleep. It was like 5 a.m.! Now i'm getting to the point where i need to DTR.! Yesterday i went to Jessica house and this boy named Xavier now lives with them.He likes me i think. He calls me wifey and was asking me when me and him going to hook up and all this other stuff. i was like i have someone else. the whole time i was thinking about dequarius. i don't know anymore. He needs to let me know if we together or not. If not i have plenty back up guys but i really want Dequarius!! He is all i want. i fucking dream to his name, and i fall asleep to his voice. Im not obsessed with him but i just really like him.
My aunts a big ass asshole and always complains about dumb shit. I hope the internet and the phone gets cut off leaving my cell phone my only rescue and she is not going to use it. She is the complete reason i don't blog everyday. She always unplugs the fucking internet like a dumb person. She has major issues.
Why is life not fair? Somebody please answer that question.
- Asiaa <33
Me and Dequarius have been talking a lot lately. We stayed on the phone for a long time the past two nights. Last night i don't even know if i hung up or just fell asleep. It was like 5 a.m.! Now i'm getting to the point where i need to DTR.! Yesterday i went to Jessica house and this boy named Xavier now lives with them.He likes me i think. He calls me wifey and was asking me when me and him going to hook up and all this other stuff. i was like i have someone else. the whole time i was thinking about dequarius. i don't know anymore. He needs to let me know if we together or not. If not i have plenty back up guys but i really want Dequarius!! He is all i want. i fucking dream to his name, and i fall asleep to his voice. Im not obsessed with him but i just really like him.
My aunts a big ass asshole and always complains about dumb shit. I hope the internet and the phone gets cut off leaving my cell phone my only rescue and she is not going to use it. She is the complete reason i don't blog everyday. She always unplugs the fucking internet like a dumb person. She has major issues.
Why is life not fair? Somebody please answer that question.
- Asiaa <33
Thursday, October 6, 2011
It Will All Get Better in Time,,,andd It Is
:) Okaay so i missed two days of blogging :/
Okaay so where do i start?, hmm over the past 2 days alot has changed since my last post. I kissed larry and Dequarius is my boo. Larry keeps wanting to kiss me but this cant go on any longer because Dequarius my main focus. Okay soo today was pj day and so i had on my cute zebra outfit on. I had zebra print shorts, black shirt, zebra blanket, high socks, and zebra slippers. Every body liked my outfit too. Anyways Dequarius hugged me hella tight like he never wanted to let go. I Love that feeling :) yesterday I didnt go to school because i got my physical to be basketball manager. Finally.! Okaay soo dequarius isnt officially my boo yet. but when he do become officially my boyfriend ill post about it :) lol. THIS IS HIGH SCHOOL PUPPY LOVE <3 !
I havent seen my favorite show awkward in a while :( MTV.com be tripping. Also toda Dequaris touched my booty :) well he grabbed it and then hugged me right in front of Larry :) i was like heyy! lol
Idk how much longer i can wait for Dequarius to ask me to be with him, he claims he wants to chill when he gets a job, he has an interview on sunday, i hope he gets the job because i dnt want to loose him! He says we just talkin right now but im going to be his girl:) that makes me feel good too :) i cant stop smiling.well ima get off this and do my Book log essay. :)
- Asiaa <3
Okaay so where do i start?, hmm over the past 2 days alot has changed since my last post. I kissed larry and Dequarius is my boo. Larry keeps wanting to kiss me but this cant go on any longer because Dequarius my main focus. Okay soo today was pj day and so i had on my cute zebra outfit on. I had zebra print shorts, black shirt, zebra blanket, high socks, and zebra slippers. Every body liked my outfit too. Anyways Dequarius hugged me hella tight like he never wanted to let go. I Love that feeling :) yesterday I didnt go to school because i got my physical to be basketball manager. Finally.! Okaay soo dequarius isnt officially my boo yet. but when he do become officially my boyfriend ill post about it :) lol. THIS IS HIGH SCHOOL PUPPY LOVE <3 !
I havent seen my favorite show awkward in a while :( MTV.com be tripping. Also toda Dequaris touched my booty :) well he grabbed it and then hugged me right in front of Larry :) i was like heyy! lol
Idk how much longer i can wait for Dequarius to ask me to be with him, he claims he wants to chill when he gets a job, he has an interview on sunday, i hope he gets the job because i dnt want to loose him! He says we just talkin right now but im going to be his girl:) that makes me feel good too :) i cant stop smiling.well ima get off this and do my Book log essay. :)
- Asiaa <3
Monday, October 3, 2011
Not The best of times
Today was not one of my good days. I had a headache and to top it off dequarius didn't hug me :(. That upset me and turned my day upside down. I don't know if he will even like. I think i made a bad decision though. I sent him a picture... and not just any picture. For some reason i feel like there is some type of trust. Being basketball manager is easy. I hope to get my physical soon so i can travel with the team. I got two of my friends to be managers, Jessica and Lauren.
I'm slightly stuck in a dilemma too. Larry wants me but i want Dequarius and Dequarius has his mind elsewhere. Larry is going to supposedly kiss me tomorrow but i don't know how.But Dequarius claimed he like me but i have no clue how true that is.
Since Today wasn't my day maybe tomorrow will be. :)
- Asiaa <3
SONG: Dilemma- Nelly Andd Kelly Rowland
I'm slightly stuck in a dilemma too. Larry wants me but i want Dequarius and Dequarius has his mind elsewhere. Larry is going to supposedly kiss me tomorrow but i don't know how.But Dequarius claimed he like me but i have no clue how true that is.
Since Today wasn't my day maybe tomorrow will be. :)
- Asiaa <3
SONG: Dilemma- Nelly Andd Kelly Rowland
Sunday, October 2, 2011
First Six Weeks
Its the first six weeks of high school. i am lightweight excited for the whole year. already i have found a someone. thing is i don't know if we will ever be together. he says he likes me and of course i like him but i don't know.His name is dequarius. he iss soooo cute. he tall which is a good thing and plus i never date anyone shorter than me. i consider that to be....rape? i don't know but anyways he makes me just want to hug him and never let go. Also he said he likes my hugs and my body is soft!!. okay so i'm a freshman and hes a junior but soo what. its high school. this year i plan on taking risk that wont get me into trouble with the law like last year...now that...was...umm never mind. Homecoming is coming up and i don't have a date :( . Larry said he could get me one but i don't want to go with a stranger. i want to go with dequarius but he's not sure if he is going or not. i tried to convince him to go but i don't want to make it seem like i want to to go and take me even tho that's what i want him to do!
Okay so a review of the school year. i made a lot of friends. Linna, Jada, Jessica, Larry, Lexis, and other that i don't feel like typing the names. High school isa really not as bad as i thought. classes are easy, teachers are nice, lunch is gross, boys are cute. even though this is a completely new environment and state i'm adjusting quite well. Hopefully Dequarius will tell me he wants to be with me. He calls me boo and text me daily. He hugs me for longer than a friendly hug and he hugs be by the waist not around my shoulders. I'M PULLING A JUNIOR!!! But Larry is lightweight trying to get at me because he is like he wants to prove im a good kisser but he really just wants to kiss me. and then theres francise. he is so despicable. he tries to kiss me and calls me a hoe then thinks its okay but no boo its not okay! he is a good friend maybe good boyfriend material but i don't want him......ndd his lil buddy prather....omg he is sooo out of pocket. hes not right in the head claims everyone. and i see what they mean. lol he is soo sloww but normal at times. Pearce is a good high school thoo.
-Asiaa <3
SONG : Jessie J - L.O.V.E
Okay so a review of the school year. i made a lot of friends. Linna, Jada, Jessica, Larry, Lexis, and other that i don't feel like typing the names. High school isa really not as bad as i thought. classes are easy, teachers are nice, lunch is gross, boys are cute. even though this is a completely new environment and state i'm adjusting quite well. Hopefully Dequarius will tell me he wants to be with me. He calls me boo and text me daily. He hugs me for longer than a friendly hug and he hugs be by the waist not around my shoulders. I'M PULLING A JUNIOR!!! But Larry is lightweight trying to get at me because he is like he wants to prove im a good kisser but he really just wants to kiss me. and then theres francise. he is so despicable. he tries to kiss me and calls me a hoe then thinks its okay but no boo its not okay! he is a good friend maybe good boyfriend material but i don't want him......ndd his lil buddy prather....omg he is sooo out of pocket. hes not right in the head claims everyone. and i see what they mean. lol he is soo sloww but normal at times. Pearce is a good high school thoo.
-Asiaa <3
SONG : Jessie J - L.O.V.E
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