- Homecoming is this coming up Saturday and i still haven't bought a ticket and i need to take my dress back for a different size and im going solo. I really could careless about having a date but the fact that i don't have money!! im soo scared i am not going to be able to go and this is my freshman year! Im so sad and scared. i like being scared but no this type of scared. Actually to better describe it would be stressed. Why is high school so stressed? Like im so confused.
Me and Dequarius have been talking a lot lately. We stayed on the phone for a long time the past two nights. Last night i don't even know if i hung up or just fell asleep. It was like 5 a.m.! Now i'm getting to the point where i need to DTR.! Yesterday i went to Jessica house and this boy named Xavier now lives with them.He likes me i think. He calls me wifey and was asking me when me and him going to hook up and all this other stuff. i was like i have someone else. the whole time i was thinking about dequarius. i don't know anymore. He needs to let me know if we together or not. If not i have plenty back up guys but i really want Dequarius!! He is all i want. i fucking dream to his name, and i fall asleep to his voice. Im not obsessed with him but i just really like him.
My aunts a big ass asshole and always complains about dumb shit. I hope the internet and the phone gets cut off leaving my cell phone my only rescue and she is not going to use it. She is the complete reason i don't blog everyday. She always unplugs the fucking internet like a dumb person. She has major issues.
Why is life not fair? Somebody please answer that question.
- Asiaa <33
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